Monday 26 October 2009

its monday~~

hurmm.its monday....as usual...a bit lazy...a bit?yo yo la a bit...
yesterday was fun!yesterday night.tgk muka2 peminat2 man u mcm kera terkejut...
kalah ngn LIVERPOOL my favorite team!!!2-0!itupun without gerrard....torres not fit enuf to play..and carra still play like shit!!!bila la org tua tu nak berenti...die kaco game org laen la..isk3....
anyway...i'm still like this....blur...
report da nk kena hantar this week...duit dah xde..huhuhuhu.....
adoi.harap la ada sikit tuk isi minyak....malam ni mcm kena g kl jap je.my dad pesans uh beli barang....esok die nk dtg.hurmm...mesin basuh rumah xelok2 lagi smpi sekarang....
argh....bila nak habis belajar..nk g aussie...sape nak ikut?

Wednesday 21 October 2009

kelmarin...

well,...its october 21st....
sleepy in my office...got lot of work to do...but..kinda dizzy..last night kena hujan on my way back to my home...lebat giler!!!stuck at highway and later on kat pam minyak....
aku dah buat mcm tmpat apa dah kat situ...siap bukak kasut bukak stoking lagi..perah2 lagi..idai kat motor...hurmm....dah la sejuk..lapaar lak tu..niat nak g usha tmpt makan..my friend told me ada tmppat makan best area pandan indah..i was from shah alam..jumpa naha nak amik contoh report..
alih2..dalm perjalanan tu lebat giler hujan....dah sejam lebih gak tunggu kat stesen minyak tu....maa aku nampak maggi je...sejuk2 makan maggi bestnya.....ssssllluuurrrrpppp....
aku pakai balik kelengkapan diri tuk jadi gaban....
terus aku redah hujan..hujan lebat xyah ckp la..sejuk ny alagi..tp sebabkan maggi..aku sanggup...
lapar beb...
smpi rumah..bukan terus mandi..siap basuh baju la....rendam baju nk basuh esok nya la...owh ye..semalam aku ada beli jake kat bundle...kaler pink..nice!!!i like...huhuhu...
ok2..sambung balik....dah setel semua bukan terus g mandi?layan tv dulul..mana magginya ni?adeh2..aku g mandi air panas.....bestnya.....after mandi...masak magi...sedap!!!lepas makan plan nk buat report..kononnya....mata dah layu.penat sgt...badan lesu je rasa...
dh la handphone xboleh nk on.kena hujan..mcm banjir gak la poket sluar jeans aku....
handphone dah bukak kuar kan bateri....aku masuk bilik tidor!report?burn....
adeh3..bila la nk buat report ni...hurmm....
bangun pagi tadi lak..kepala berat..ras nk demam...tp dh byk kali gak mc kat ofis ni..risau la plak..ku gagahkan jugak g ofis...
sebab tu ngntok ni kot..badan n kepala berat...pening2 lalat...
hati???pening gak.... :(

If I die Tonight......

If I die tonight
What would I do
On my last day
I know I'd wake early
In the morn' for crack
Of dawn's last pray
Then prolly go for breakfast
Like I used to do
Fried kuey teow FAM
And roti canai at Raju's
With my boo
And friends from way back
Neighborhood homies
Extended fam
They only know me
As that same cat
With that shaved head
Rocking Cross Colors
Sneaks to school
Writin' rhymes at the back of class
Playing tricks on fools
Then I'd come back to the crib
Tidy up a bit
Y'all know my room's messy
Though classy
Start arrange my ish
Line up my shoes one by one
Start with Jordans
And end with them Air Force Ones
Put a Post-it on the tongue
Of each one
With the name of each dun
I think I know my homies
And who would want which one
Get on the phone
And holla' at everybody
It's nearly noon
Gots to have lunch
With the family
Then spend the last day
I don't know
Try do a million other things
Hoping somehow
Time will slow
I guess what
I'm trying to say is
Take everyday
Like it was your last
Work towards your dreams
Before you pass
And have a blast
While you at it
'Cause we don't know
When we go go
So make the best of it
Just keep it real to yourself
And to all people
If y'all lost somebody before
Remember there'll be a sequel


Chorus (2x)
If I die tonight
You know it'll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories


Verse 2
Well if I die tonight
I wonder
Where I'll be tomorrow
Nobody cry please
Push away the sorrow
'Cause I ain't been
The best of men
The best of friends
The best of mom
And daddy's last son
The best of anything
Tell Joe here's a last one
If I die tonight
Would I be forgiven
By all the people
I been slackin' with
When I was livin'?
Those who I hurt their hearts
Took advantage of
And even lied to
Hug you one last time
For forgiveness
Yeah I would like to
If I die tonight
Would you feel the loss?
Tomorrow would you dial
My number by accident
Then suddenly... pause?
If I die tonight
I wonder who would get
To keep my caps and shoes
Jerseys, even my little
Stuffed crocodile Coco too
Get my cell phone
Message everyone from A to Z
Tell 'em this ain't Malique
He passed away last night
And pray he rest in peace
If I die tonight
Would you think of my room
When you see blue
Wanted to clean it up this morning
But then I never knew
If I die tonight
What would happen to Tim
How long would it take
Before she kissed another man?...
God damn...
At fast food joints
Would she still order
The same combo meal for two?
Things I wish I knew...


Chorus (2X)
If I die tonight
You know it'll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories


Verse 3
A cute lil' thing
To many eyes
To me you were simply
A beautiful thing
I tell no lies
We went from
Mere invisible friends
To pals real tight
Rendezvous up on the net
To chitty chat all night
I used to pick you up
Until you got your own ride
A slammin' two door whip
A grey 36-72
Lookin' all slick
Remember when I asked why this
You said because it's real fast
So you can rush
To see your boy after class
The last time
We met was '01 September
You left feelin' upset over... something
I can't remember...
I never apologized
Till January 10th 2003
When I heard you passed away
When I was deep in my sleep
Your loss taught me
Not to take my friends for granted
Misunderstandings
Gotta slam it quick
Death you never plan it
You're sorely missed down here Wawyn
Rest in peace
This too shall pass
But our true friendship will never cease...
Love...


Chorus (till end)
If I die tonight
You know it'll be alright
Just smile for me
Reminisce the fond memories

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Thursday 15 October 2009

maafkan aku.....

maafkan aku kerna melukakan hatimu....
kerna membuat kau menangis lagi...
aku sendiri tak mengerti apa yang terjadi....
kenapa aku begini...
kenangan silam yang menghantui diri....
memecah-belahkan semuanya.....
maafkan aku....