36 jam ku

huhuhu..inilah kisah 36 jam ku..

pergh..

dasat...36jam yang mcm2 la.. ;) but all in all..

aku bahagia dgn 36 jam ni..

hopefully..

akan jadi la selama2nya mcm ni.bukan 36 jam..forever hours la.. ;)

sabtu pagi....

around what?9?keluar ...

pergi section 2..

breakfast...with??hehehe..

somebody who is so special in my life...

Shooting Star!!!

im a bit late...ye la..bgn lambat..semalam nya penat..balik dari kajang..main futsal...kepala sakit...

so...mmg sakit2 badan lagi la..

smpi la 9 lebih kat bus stop..

mata shootng star???

haha..

die siap make up lagi..

untuk tgk shootin gstar make up bila aku lmbt je la..

;P anyway..awk cantik with or with out make up.......

so,....

kami makan d sec. 2..nasi lemak..kedai apa ek?cita rasa?sebelah pegaga..

sorry gmbr tak nampak sgt la...

owh itu tumbler aku hadiahkan kat die.. :) cantik kan??

penuh dgn hati dan perasaan sayang..phewwwwiitttt

lauk aku pagi tu..

nasi lemak....and sotong..fuh!aku ny aje da 4.50..mahal la pulak.but its ok..

:) lapar...semalamnya x makan..lepa sfutsal nk makan lagi??baek tak yah brsenam mcm tu.kan?

hehehehe

ni lauk sy...lauk die.... jap eh?gmbr tak clear sgt..jap tau?

ha..ni lauk die...tak nampak apa pun kan?

hahaha...

owh shoot...

zuhur nk habis..nanti sambung balik ok? :) daaaaaaa

Mencari Ilham...

hurm...

benda ni da lama da ada dalam kepala aku ni..

lama sgt da...cuma nothing to trigger it out..

and since last year....

benda tu mula trigger aku...

first of all about my personal life la..

aku pun tak tahu menahu aku ni boleh pulak menulis..

walaupun tak pandai mane..ak seputis mane..tapi boleh la..bagi aku..

untuk aku bca sendiri.. aku seronok.. ;)

and since then..aku rasa mcm aku teringinnk buat novel..

tp panjang sgt..plus aku buat ada ke nk baca?kan?hehehe..

nk buat plot jln cerita..fuh!mesti parah la.....

tp ok selagi aku tak bz kot.. who knows....

tp at first aku kena start dgn membuat something yg pendek2 dulu..cerpen perhaps kan???

takde la terus jump mcm tu..

sebab tu la mencari ilham ni timbu.

dlm masa yg sama............

ilham untuk aku menulis ayat-ayat cinta pun mcm ada gak..

huhuhu....

hurm....

ni semua awk puny apasal..

hahahaha.. hadoiiiiiiiii

dah la semalam jalan2 ngn shooting star..

jumpa la kawan sekolah teknik dulu..

bdn die Ya ALlah...

besar bagak..da 2 thn kawin..

specky nama die..

die pun terkejut...sbb nama tu hnya bdk sekolh je panggill..

tau apa si shooting star ckp??

"don't tell me he is your age...."

aku pun jawab la..."yup..kenapa?sy nampak tua ke???"

shooting star buat muka terkejut..n dgn suka2 hati nya gelakkan aku..

"hahaha...serious???kenapa awk nampak muda????"

hadoi......awak..sy pun tak tahu la mcm mane nk ckp.

kenapa sy nampak muda...

tak nampak mcm 28..hehehe...

but its ok..

;) hurm..

ilham2...

byk gak ilhamnk dtg lately ni...

cumank menulis tu yg xde masa..

(ada sebeanrnnya..tp malas.. :p)

tgk la..

ada la serangkap dua ke kan????

at least ada.. betul tak???huhuhu

ok la semua..gtg...

assalamualaikum peace one love

for both of you.. =) i love you.....mmwah!

sakit kah?

hurm...

dup dup...

dup dup.....

(jantung aku berdegup...)

kuat...sakit....bukan sakit jantung..sakit laen.. ;)

tak tahu kenapa...

adakah sebab aku sakit hati?

or aku jealous?cemburu?

orang dulu2 ckp..

cemburu tandanya sayang...

hurm..mmg aku sayang...

tapi..kenapa aku perlu cemburu???

sebab aku tak kenal lagi siapa die???

huhu...

nak gelak pun mcm ntah la...

but aku kena kuat..

;)

ingat ben....dgn benda panas..hati kena kuat.sabar...

jgn cepat melenting..panas baran..

plus....nothing kan???

mmg la nothing..

its just that...

ntah la..hhoho...

risau kot.......

ye la..

bukan lama pun lagi...

maybe lepas ni.sorag2 terkontang kanting kat sini..

sunyi....

kenangan lama dtg..

hurm..

my love..

with out any doubt...

mmg for her...

but...

what about her???

she's young...

beautiful...

hot stuff...

hahaha...

hadoi...

mcm mane la aku nk pergi nanti...

*sigh...pergi ok..tka pergi lagi ok..

arghhhhhhhh

kenapa malam ni aku nk rasa mcm ni..

kacau betul la..

mood semua takde...

haiiiiish!!!

hurm...

dah la hari ni last day kerja...

kena buat Giant gris trap....

damn!!!!!

bak datang.......

satu plaza masalam bau..

dari taxi stand da boleh hidu bau semerbak die..

bayangkan aku yg depan2 mata ni??

berair mata tahannk muntah!!!nk amik gmbr...tp takut hp kotor..

:(

berejam ga aku kat bawah tu..

perot berangin..

tekak loya....

thanks to nabill..

sebab teman aku...

kalau tk.mau pengsan aku kat bawah tu.....

lepas tu naek atas je..

semua buat2 muka bau busuk

dah mmg busuk kot!!!

busuk tahap apa tah!!!

eeeeeeeeeee

cant imagine...

cuci tgn guna air sabun pun tak hilang ko................

aku siap turun giant beli fabric punya pewangi..

tak hilang gak...

aiman n mem dtg...

terpaksa la explian kenapa sy busuk...

and amoi pun dtg...

punya la lama gadis ni tak jenguk or call aku...

she's a nice lady....

kerabat negeri sembilan..

menakutkan ok?

but she's nice..

we are close...

but bukan ke arah itu...

close friend..

nak2 bila class french sama..

die byk mengajar la....

tup tup pagi tadi die kol..

ada job nk bagi...

fo rlandscape..

tp tak dpt la..

aku mane de firm kan?

so i was telling her this is my last day ..

tak tahu pulak di enk dtg..

dgn Rep lak tu..

sorang lagi budak archi..

hhoho..

lama tol tka jumpa korang..

balik lalu depan kedai cash converter.....

tgk ada helmet sol hybrid..

RM188/=

wow!!!

hybrid tu

tapi aku nk guna duit untuk berehat after this

n bayar hutan gof cours

ebyk tu

huhuhuhu

hopefully lepas bayar ada duit untuk bercuti

;)

balik maen futsal...

with kelas aiman...

seronok gak maen...da lama sgt tak maen kan?

stamina out!kaki berat?shooting?hancur!

heheh..

kena start jog dulu before maen ni..

dlm seminggu lagi kalau jog tiap2 hari ok la..

so ni da jadi penganggur..

bole la update resume n cv....

bersenam...

kan???

melayan perasaan yg sakit kot sekarng ni..

hahah

dup dup..

kenapa aku kena kuat?

sebab aku lelaki?

lelaki ke?

:p

ok la..

gtg guys..

asaslamualaikum...........

January 20th, 2011

well,...it's a holiday untuk mereka yg beragama hindu..

bersama rama-rama......from 9 am nak tren nk ke mid valley...

but...

manusia berkulit gelap ni..

ramai giler!!!!!!!!

and,...rasanya la..

management ktm ni bodoh jugak..da tau hari ni..

hari cuti..and possibility org ramai nk guna train mmg ramai giller....

kenapa la man power kurang?haiyoooo......

dllm tren da bersesak2..bersama2 dgn warga2 ni..

dorang semua ke batu caves..

kenapa la korrrang tak jalan kaki ke..lagi besar pahala...

baru la nampak jalan raya d penuhkan dgn manusi aje kan?

waktu nk turun kat kl sentral tu..tak boleh keluar ko...

isk2..kesian rama2...aku tak kisah lagi..rama2 tu..dah la kecik je...hurm..nsb bek dpt tlg die keluar..

"are you ok there butterfly?" i know u'r ok....sbb sy ada....kan? :p

anyway..bila da smpi kt mid valley...

fuh!manusia ramainya...

risau gak terserempak dgn kawan2 butterfly ni.. ;)

kang mula la gosip2 liar muncul lagi...

huhuhu....

jalan la kat dlm mid valley tu..lamanya tak jalan kat dlm ni..bila tah last...

teman die beli barang...

jalan2..

window shopping...

owh2..kami ada beli gelang!hahaha... :p

comel.....hurm....

semoga hubungan ni berkekalan hendaknya......

amin...

berjalan sana sini.....

huhuh..

owh ada pergi Dorothy Perkins nya kedai..

alih2 nampak la kawan lama..

Syawal..hahaha..besarnya syawal sekarang..

die kim salam kat semua...masyuk katanya kerja kat situ..

mcm teringin je nk keja situ..hihihih.. ;p

lepas tu jalan2 lagi...

pergi topman..

owh pergi zara..

it was like.arghhhhhhhhhh

ada duit ni..

mmg aku belikan la...

butterfly nk apa?amik...

tp aku takde duit...

org pernah ckp..

"if you don't have money to spend on your girlfriend..spend time with them.."

so,..

aku spend la time dgn butterfly.. ;)

hopefully she's having a good time....

kami mkn korean food kat tingkat atas....

she's a first timer..

kuat makan butterfly ni..

tak pdn ngn kecik.huhuh.. :p (jgn marah..lalalalal)

sarankan die my favorite..Bulgogi..

aku amik beef bbq set je..

and Alhamdulillah.

die suka.. ;)

ada la amik beberapa keping gmbr..

tp tidak d benarkan untuk menjadi tatapan umum.

maaf ye..

byk yg kurang manis d pandang...

adengan2 yg panas..(saje kasi line panas kan....hahahaha..:p)

lepas mkkn plan nk tgk wayang..

tp tak sempat...

owh die pernah ckp...

kat mid valley la tempat last die dgn teman die yg dulu..

in fact die menangis at that time...

hurm..

butterfly..

I'll never break your heart..

I'll never make you cry....

I'd rather die..than live without you...

I'll give you all of me

Honey that's no lie....

and today she was so happy. ;)

Alhamdulillah...aku mampu gembirakan seorang hamba Allah yang aku sayang.....

semoga die berbahagia selalu....jgn bersedih.. ok butterfly?

lepas solat die kata nk kemas beg..and tak bagi aku tgk..

hahaha...alih2 die lari kat department perempuan..

duh.. "perempuan"..

die igt aku segan la pergi situ?(mmg segan pun..)

tp aku tahankan malu...pergi je la kat situ..

hahaha..

pdn m uka..

muka merah.. :p

kesian tgk die.

aku pun blah la...

da setel emua..

balik..

sebab aku kerja at 5....she's going home....

to somewhere...aku ke pdg jawa...

dekat train tu......

hurm....

bila aku hantar die naek tren tu...

uish..sedihnya......

sebb..

masa kami bersama sngt singkat...

untuk hari ni...

dan untuk hari mendatang

aku menangis dlm hati ni...

melihat die pergi...

and aku dapat bayangkan

betapa sakitnya aku bila aku pergi jauh nanti.....

will i survive???

kamu doakan saya ok???

Insyaallah,....sy pergi tak lama..

pejam celik..pejam celik..

da habis da..

;) ok?

that time..

i'm gonna make sure you are mine.. ;) ok?

aku pun mula termenungdkt tren kl sentral..nk tukr ke klang kan.

ramai nya manuuusiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

rimas2....

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

kalau tadi ok la jugak sebab ada rama2..

ni sorang2..sunyi lak tu..

and aku asyik dgr lagu...

Ungu - Ku Ingin Selamanya...

mmg khas untuk kamu rama2...

itu yg sy rasa..hari ni...semalam..esok..dan sampai bila2......

aku agk lambat pergi kerja

masuk pukul 5..tp aku masuk 5:45..

dtg2..

wirdat ada.

mati la..

nsb bek die let me go..

sebb nk habis kan?

and hari ni ialaha hari terakhir aku closing bar..

:) last day closing cafe dah hari tu...

aku buat bersih2....

hari ni pun aku buat bersih2 jugak...

last kan

nk biar la store yg byk kenangan ni igt aku..

;)

selamat tinggal starbucks...

i'll never forget you guys..

ok la...gtg..

assalamualaikum semua..daaaaaaa

Ungu - Kuingin Selamanya (Video clip)

Shooting Star....
ini apa yang ku rasakan...
ini yang ingin ku sampaikan...
ini yang ku inginkan dirimu tahu......

ku ingin selamanya....
mencintai dirimu.....
sampai saat ku akan menutup mata dan hidupku.....
ku ingin selamanya....
ada di samping dirimu....
menyayangi dirimu sampai waktu kan memanggilku....

Shooting Star...
ku harap dirimu pun begitu...
mencintaiku sepenuh hati mu....
setia bersamaku sehingga ke akhir hayatmu....

seventeen - untuk mencintaimu

I do feel like I've done nothing yet...
but the truth is..
I really want you...
gi mana ya???
apa yang harus aku lakukan???
untuk membuat kau mencintaiku???
hurm......is it because of this aku rasa tak sedap hati hari ni?

2 more days to go..

well,..looking at the image...and the title..

i think you guys know what is it i want to say..

yup..

absolutely right!

2 more days...

me as a barista..

kinda hard to let it go though..

but..

my life is more than that..

there are more out there for me..

i know it.u know it..

;)

so,..in 2 more days...sape2 nk dtg starbucks tu..dtg la..lepas ni..da xde da discount2 ke..air free ke.. =) dulu boleh la kan?huhuhu....

haih..after this mesti sunyi hidup aku..

berbulan2 lamanya aku melayan kerenah2 orang yang berbagai ragam..

its a great experience!

u there! u should try it too..

=) u will never get this experience somewhere else..

huhuhu.

biarlah org nk kata aku kerja ngn rejim zionis ke apa ke..

tp hati aku kerja untuk mencari rezeki...

meringankna beban mak bapak aku..

takde la dorang susah nk bagi duit byk2 kat aku tiap2 bulan,

at least...

duit belanja je..byr motor or sewa rumah aku bayar sendiri kan?

;)
after this??

hurm..

after this its all on my own..

everything is on my own..

will i get the right job?

will my salary enough for me???

my target?at the age of 30 ada superbike???

will i get it?hurm...

tiba2 aku rasa tak edap hati..

kenapa ek???

since today..i don't know why...

Ya Allah,...Lindungilah HambaMu yang lemah ini dari malapetaka...

Berikan kekuatan untuk aku mengahdapi segala dugaan yang KAU berikan...

tenangkan jiwa ku...perasaan ku..fikiran ku..

agar dpt ku berfikir secara waras...

Ya Allah..Kau lindungi juga orang2 yang aku kasihi...

jangan KAU apa2kan mereka....

Berikan mereka kebahagiaan hidup di dunia dan akhirat....

Ya Allah...tenangkan lah hati ku Ya Allah...

Hati ku gusar sekarang...

:(

ok la semua..time for me to go..

Assalamualaikum semua..

semoga kalian berbahagia selalu hendaknya....

My Shooting Star...

This Song is for you...=) U are my star..my shooting star..
High above the sky, the sun and the moon.. ;)

It's Been A While...

hurm..

It's been a while since i update my blog....

With you in my mind i feel like i'm rock!

Through the day i'm feeling better....

Together we'll make it beautiful forever...

fuh...mula2 dgn ayat habis la..

sejak bila tah ku reti benda2 mcm ni..

semuanya sebab Shooting Star..

cantik tak Shooting Star ni???

Cantik kan???

paling menyinar antara semua....

same as you... =)

among others..u are the brightest..

that's i you caught my eyes...

others may say it differently...but not me..

i know what i see and i know what i feel..

;)

te be close to you...

next to you....

together with you...

with a new book,new chapter..new stories...that we can share someday with others...

i know it's been hard for you..

for what happens pretty fast..even i thought it was super duper fast...

but..

who cares?as long as i know that i made the right choice its ok...

;)

biarlah apa org nk ckp..

why me?why you?

they don't know a thing about me and you...

people keep on bragging about others without looking at themselves..

so,.

by all means..

just let them be..

we have to make this one right here successful....

beautiful..

TOGETHER... =) arasso???

good...

I'm sorry for everything....that's ahppening at the moment..

but...in the same time............

I love you too much to regret anything...

All I want is you..

Shooting Star...

You are perfect for me...

=) thank you...

I Hope Everything's Okay....

Hurm..

I don't know why...

Even though this is my first day of using my new hhp..

it should be a happy day for me.

but....

this feeling.

sekejap sangat...

aku mula rasa mcm ni sejak petang tadi...

berita yg ku terima agak memeranjatkan...

aku risau..

risaukan apa yang akan berlaku???

(while listening to Coldplay - Fix You)

elok la lagu ni sekarang ni...

when u get what u want but not what u need...

hurm.....

I really2 hope everything will be just fine...

i really hope things can be settle just like that......

I really hope I'm not the one who cost it......

:(

sleepy...but still a long way to go for my cloths..

byk ssgt

got to go.........

Alhamdulillah........

Syukur..aku dapat jugak HP idaman aku ni...

atas bantuan dari kerajaan langit...

yang telah meluluskan bajet...untuk membeli hp baru...

dan d bantu oleh My Shooting Star.....

aku mampu memiliki HP idaman aku ni....

walaupun hanya 2nd hand..

tp sudah cukup bagus bagi ku...

cukup untuk aku gunakan sepanjang 5 tahun akan datang.. ;)

aku bukan lah jenis yg suka sgt membeli hp2 baru...

cukuplh satu yg aku minat..

akan aku gunakan selama2nya sehinggalah rosak...

sama la mcm ni..

harap Nokia E72 ni..

mampu bertahan smpi bila2...

kerana terlalu besar bagi ku kenangan yg ada d hp ni..

at the moment..

masih keliru..blur..

tak percaya..

aku memiliki hp ni..

ye la..bukan senang kot nk beli hp mcm ni.

White edition lak tu..hurm..

thanks again.....kepada sesiapa yg membantu..

especially you Shooting Star.. =)

i owe u this one...

thank you very much.....

New handphone???

OMG...what about this one???

cool huh?i bet this one cost around what???1k+???

urgh..

bila la nk dpt gaji besar2 ni??

ni yg buat tak sabar nk kerja betul2 ...

now kerja maen2 je..

hurm..

my handphone sudah rosak...

isk2.......seksanya.....

dulu aku pernah rasa..aku tak perlukan handphone.

but now..

i really need one..

and bukan sebab nk follow trend semasa..

cuma keinginan hati...

nk sgt......

pakai benda alah atas tu.

tp.

duit?isk.....

mane nk cekau?gaji sebulan part time pun tak tentu lagi dpt beli..

adakah minta bantuan kewangan daripda menteri kewangan???

minta keluarkan budget untuk 2011???

adakah lulus?adakah akan berkurangan?

atau...

adakah aku akn d herdik?hahaha..hadoi....

dpt 2nd hand pun jadi la..2nd hand pun dlm 700 kot..hopefuly 2nd hand ok la..

ok la...wish me luck ok?semoga sy dpt la pa yg berkenan d hati ni..

yang berkenan di hati sekrang ni untuk yg satu tu da dapat da...

tunggu sah d sisi agama jek..

erk?!!!apakah?merapu je ko ni kan?isk3.. :"> (malu konon.......)

selamat kalian. ;)

"Together We'll Make it Beautiful"

goodbye year 2010..

its 2011..with my new life..new future ahead of me.....

and the entry for today is...

"Together We'll Make it Beautiful"

yup..together..

we will make it beautiful....

i know it...and i hope you know it..

you are my butterfly....

you my future...

from now on..

I only fight for you...

now i'm back on track..

thanks to you my butterfly....

yesterday and today was a wonderful day for me..

and i know..for you as well.. ;)

we both meet at that place.. went there together..

we talk and talk and talk and talk...

without even notice the time passed us....

just like that..

yet.....we still talk and talk and talk and talk...

From A to B we walk today..

share our love together...

in our own way....

fuh!!!

You are magic!!!

i don't know what are you..

what are you???

are you even human???

what have you done to me????

huh butterfly?

u really complete me..

thank you...

thanks a lot..

Ya Allah,...

thanks for a wonderful day

that YOU give me today,..

and thanks for a wonderful,

great, beautiful,nice angel YOU send to me......

I will never let this one go =)

(pray for me guys...)

I really hope this one will last forever...

I'm gonna wait for you..

I will wait for you.....

forever I will...

one day...one day..we will holding hands together.....

hugging each other....

and do everything together..

One day...

Together We'll Make It Beautiful

and one day,..I'll be yours forever......

=)

New Year, New Book, New Chapter, New Life....

wow...ehem2...

Assalamualaikum semua...

and a very good day to everyone who's not mulslim..(ada ke???)

its been 3 days now after new year...

what have you guys did???

did you guys have fun?new resolution for this year??

what about last year's resolution????

did you guys achieved it?i bet u guys did!!!congrats to you guys!!!

hurm..

as for me....i can say that..

its a bit lonely on my first day of my new year..

no one's around...no body..

not even my flesh n blood brother..Nan,..

sweet n caring brother chaq....

not even my horsie...

so,.. i am a bit down on that day....

but that was what?2 days ago right??

but now?

i think i'm feelin good..

i don't know..

how long this feeling will fill in me..

but...

hopefully this year....

with these new hopes....

it will last forever....

can I be happy???

damn right i can...

as long as you can help me....

;)
what about you???

damn sure!!i will help u to be happy as well......

well,..this morning..

class started again...for a new semester and a new year...

good luck everyone...good luck horsie...:)

as for those who are working...

keep up the good work...

don't be lazy..

its new year..

so..

be more workaholic.... ;)

and for those who are still not working..

never2 give up hope!!!!

keep on trying..

send thousands of resume if possible..

:) i know you guys can do it..

because you guys are the best!!!!

as for my best friend...

congratulation!!!

you married already!!!!

Alahmdulillah..

I am extremely happy for you my friend....

always have......

so,...may Allah bless your wedding...

together you guys will stand..

;) u know i'll keep watching you guys...

so be careful...

ok??? :)

what will i do next still not sure about it..

suddenly i miss everyone at school..

hurmm...

should u come to school this morninG???hehehe...

or just ignore it..

there's no one around ok???

hurm...just wait and see...;))

hehe..

ok lah...

hopefully, this new year....i can open a new book, with a new chapter and create a new life with you... ;)

hopefully...

that "you" ....will be able to do the same...

;)

assalamualaikum.........